I had to take a mini-break from pursuing my FMP. I needed to decide the future of my career. I did not imagine that I will be taking such big decisions in my life so soon, I am not happy with that. For the past two weeks I have turned into the professor from Money Heist speculating my reaction to each and every version of my fu-
Sh*t the seagulls have laid their eyes on my iced mocha and donut. God, there’s three of them.
-ture scenarios with reference to lifestyle, salary, comfort, health, investment, Return Of Investment, career, design and motivation. At the end of the day, I am here on a student loan. I might swear on London all I want but I really really appreciate its inclusivity factor for single people. I appreciate its vast resource of third spaces- including the one that I am sitting in right now. I appreciate it so much that I have made it my thesis topic.
I have no idea what the future holds for me, I am afraid. I spent the last two days bed-rotting, I just could not get myself to work, things looked lifeless and bleak. But I will make sure that August is the best month that I have ever spent in London. I will come to my room only when I have to sleep.
I was talking to my friend from India yesterday- I forgot my thought. This has been happening to me since the past month. Found it- I was saying that I have undergone a complete personality change, thanks to London. I have been surprising myself too. The other day I was walking home from Covent garden, when I reached St. Paul’s cathedral I saw a lady sitting in front of it, sketching. I stopped to talk to her about how amazing her sketch looked. She wished me luck for my studies. Never in my life did I imagine I could do this.
Cheers to good and only good things ahead. This sounds cringe, blame it on my metamorphosis.